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Very Human

by Eric Matthew

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A friend is a friend Even when you hate him Everything I've said to you Was only to help you walk You tell me love just lets it be But no I will speak these words to you I will repeat these words Over and over and over again Over and over and over again I will dive down under the water And pull your body up From the bottom of the river Over and over and over again Over and over and over again The thing you were looking for Was right in front of you The thing you were looking for Was right in front of you the whole time
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If I was living in the next solar system I wouldn’t need to ask your permission Come on let’s fly in the sky And make the Earth feel so small It’s time to leave the Milky Way
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Another Life 03:44
You keep starting with another life We're in a video game Like coming out of the movie theater Turn around to go back in Watch something else Watch something new A mystery to me The next thing you'll do And years from now, I will be different The world around me is falling This home, its warmth, and all these things They're just melting snow I am the way I am For all the things I've seen I am the way I am For things outside control What will you do next And will you be happy Now years have gone by
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I'm a man coming in from the cold I peel off the layers one by one Until there's nothing left to hide I'm not afraid of the fire And I don't need a secret life I don't need the darkness of night So I'll step into the light I'm not afraid of the fire It's in my nature to crawl away As well as jumping in to fight I chose to stand and accept my life The sunshine as well as the rain You know I like to hide away From all the people and the pain But I choose to go outside Where's there's sun and there's rain The sun The rain
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You Found Me 02:46
I have loved before Loved someone who didn’t love me back I have done this more than one time Maybe I didn’t love myself I have hidden I have hidden in the dark Afraid of what others think of me Who was I hiding from? You found me on my own I was lost, I had no home You gave me life, I gave you nothing I could never say how much you mean to me I have hated Even my own family And people that I barely knew Maybe I hated myself You found me on my own I was lost, I had no home You gave me life, I gave you nothing I could never say how much you mean to me
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Hold On 04:26
I stop for a second to think of the coolness Coolness of fall The place where you used to live When you first got married I thought you’d be so happy That blessings would fall on your sweet head You were in this city, and I was so young I didn't know about death The way that death it filters It's like disease that passes to your hands But now I can see it for what it is You cannot stop the ticking of time You cannot fix the brokenness of her You cannot change anyone's mind You can just hold on for dear life I remember your place then, an artist’s den A refuge from the hurt That's at least what I thought, but pain chases down The fastest and brightest of us You cannot stop the ticking of time You cannot fix the brokenness of her You cannot change anyone's mind You can just hold on for dear life If you move again The things in your heart will go too You can't fix the pain, the hurt Your family oh the darkness I need you to know there's a way out from all this I need you to know that the moment will pass I need you to know that you're not on your own I need you to give in to God and come home
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Rejector 05:23
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Cold Water 02:11
You and I are walking on a bridge Taking steps above the icy water And now it seems like you’re saying to get in I’ve lost enough this year already It seems like certain death to me To put my head under the current To let go of my life I hate to get so close to the abyss You take things into your own hands I’m tired of being in charge of me Everything is out of control And you ask me to give up one more thing There’s nothing in me to rely on My life is a flower quickly faded It’s hard for me to see how after all this My heart won’t be jaded What is left for me to do Except to follow you Maybe I’ll find my life again Under this cold water
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Perspective 03:15
Is there anyone who can look outside themselves Is there anyone whose voice can fill the void Every single second of all of life is in view Every word you say comes with depth of field Depth of view You can look back on the good and bad old days You can see a truer view than physical The older I get the more I should be slow to speak Even in old age I still won't have this field Depth of view So why should I distrust myself And why should I distrust my heart Cause all the things I know in my head Are just a drop in the bucket All my eyes can see oh it is still not much All the words you speak are full of truth and of love All my heart can see oh it is still not much All the words you speak are full of truth and of love Depth of view So why should I distrust myself And why should I distrust my heart Cause all the things I know in my head Are just a drop in the bucket So why should I fight to be heard Maybe I should fight to listen And maybe worlds don’t spin upon my words And maybe I should fight to listen All my eyes can see All my eyes can see
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Time is Not 03:49
I've been watching out the window Everything is blurry to my eyes My sight might be getting slower Or maybe the car's speeding up Time is not a constant Time is not a constant The older I get the faster it goes When I was younger I would see the hands move Now I don't where the hours go All the constant entertainment Something's killing my attention span I'm in a good place but I can't stop Being excited for what's next Time is not a constant Time is not a constant The older I get the faster it goes When I was younger I would see the hands move Now I don't where the hours go I need to sit here by the fire I don't need to make new friends I need to make this whole game show stop No more prizes handed out If I climb up to the top branch I might leave myself on the ground
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In March 02:35
Sometimes I feel like The world is going insane I could go anywhere I wonder what would be the point Since I was a boy Most of my dreams have been dirt Most of the things I hope for Are not even worth it There are those moments in March Where the sun comes and shines Only for a minute Then the clouds are back again My heart is always cheating on you My head is fickle I never know what to do You are the one I need Without you I cannot breathe Sun comes down on the good and the bad And I don't know which one I am

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Written and compiled between 2019 and January 2022, this album expresses musical thought in a few different veins. Some songs are written for family, some for friends, some for God, some for people I don't know.

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released January 16, 2022

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